When I Can't Make My Own Expression

Sometimes in life, I can't find the words for what I am feeling. I dated this great guy a year ago, and we called it off after a few months. We were in different places, but are still really good friends, who still do a lot together. It was like we were together, but without the title. I have held the hope that we might get back together, but last weekend he told me that he has had 4 realtionships, and no desire for another. It came as a blow, but I understand and support his position. Our friendship is not going to change, but I could not find the words to how I am feeling, til I found this. This is Jose Gonzeles and his cover of Heartbeats.



one night to be confused
one night to speed up truth
we had a promise made
four hands and then away

both under influense
we had devine scent
to know what to say
mind is a razorblade

to call for hands of above
to lean on
wouldn't be good enough
for me, no

one night of magic rush
the start a simple touch
one night to push and scream
and then releaf

ten days of perfect tunes
the colors red and blue
we had a promise made
we were in love

to call for hands of above
to lean on
wouldn't be good enough
for me, no

to call for hands of above
to lean on
wouldn't be good enough

and you, you knew the hands of the devil
and you, kept us awake with wolf teeths
sharing different heartbeats
in one night

to call for hands of above
to lean on
wouldn't be good enough
for me, no

to call for hands of above
to lean on
wouldn't be good enough
for me, no